I have a lot of respect for your courage to face your issues and offer you here the space to open up and look at these issues and pacify associated emotions. This creates space for new things and allows you to deal with yourself more lovingly in the future and confidently live your desires and your own values. Our time together is your time. It is exclusively about you and your "de-evolution" and it is a great pleasure for me to be able to support you in this.
